May 10, 2012
actually,

I take that back. 

This situation just sucks.. that’s what gets me.

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May 1, 2012
It’s true.

Some days, you are all I can think about.

And you are still the last thing I think about before I pass out every night. 

I just wish I understood what that meant. 

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April 24, 2012
Truthfully..

I have no idea what to do, or say around you.

What’s the point? 

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April 16, 2012
This is… awkward…

Been a while since i’ve said anything on here. I wonder if anything has really changed, or if I’ve just become really good at dismissing my thoughts that run through my head and numbing out anything I may feel.

We’ll see I guess.. 

Where to go from here, I wonder.

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March 2, 2012
This weekend

Ought to be epic! Have to finish a midterm, and clean around the apartment a bit, but after that there will be time with family, an 80’s dance party, and shootin some guns.

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February 29, 2012
Yes.

Solid YoungLife tonight. I’m enjoying meeting new people and doing new things more than anything. It’s nice. The talk was good tonight as well, lots I could apply to myself. 

I’m improving. I still have a long way to go, and lots I could improve on. But I’m getting there. Baby steps. 

ps - i donated blood today. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. Still don’t like needles, but it was bearable. Next personal challenge, and act of not giving an eff in regards to danger, recklessness, or personal phobia; skydiving. you will become my bitch.

“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God. Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.”

Matthew 5:3-10

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February 27, 2012

My favorite worship song of all time. I honestly cry a little most times I hear it. Even right now a little. But, it’s for God so I’m not embarrassed by that.

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February 27, 2012
i believe

that God will pull me through this.

no matter what. 

Even though I am imperfect, flawed, broken. Shattered even. God views me wholly and perfectly, in the only way that God can.

I know a lot of it is still on me, I have to keep up my end.

God is still good.

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February 27, 2012
Saw Wicked with my family this evening. SO, SO GOOD. I never thought I could enjoy a musical that much. Holy cow was it good. I really enjoyed it quite a bit! I hope to see it again some time. It was also really nice just getting to hang out with my family. I don’t see them very much, which is dumb because I love them so.. for some reason coming home is really hard right now. I don’t know why. Being in Fountain Hills is awkward. I don’t really feel settled or secure anywhere at the moment. (i miss you a lot. i really do. even though i hate missing you and thinking about what all has happened, i still for some reason can’t make these thoughts ‘n such leave me alone. no matter how hard i try, they keep persisting and tugging at me. i don’t know if you read these.. but hi! i’ve missed you. in many ways. i still think about you quite a bit, how things were, how things have changed. how for some reason, i have this feeling the role we’ll play in each others lives still isn’t over. even though i don’t know what, or when that role will be. regardless, i hope you are doing so incredibly well, and that God is blessing you like mad and teaching you things and drawing you closer to his heart, and that he is your rock. forever and always. but that’s enough of that for now.) time to try and sleep.

Saw Wicked with my family this evening. SO, SO GOOD. I never thought I could enjoy a musical that much. Holy cow was it good. I really enjoyed it quite a bit! I hope to see it again some time. It was also really nice just getting to hang out with my family. I don’t see them very much, which is dumb because I love them so.. for some reason coming home is really hard right now. I don’t know why. Being in Fountain Hills is awkward. I don’t really feel settled or secure anywhere at the moment.

(i miss you a lot. i really do. even though i hate missing you and thinking about what all has happened, i still for some reason can’t make these thoughts ‘n such leave me alone. no matter how hard i try, they keep persisting and tugging at me. i don’t know if you read these.. but hi! i’ve missed you. in many ways. i still think about you quite a bit, how things were, how things have changed. how for some reason, i have this feeling the role we’ll play in each others lives still isn’t over. even though i don’t know what, or when that role will be. regardless, i hope you are doing so incredibly well, and that God is blessing you like mad and teaching you things and drawing you closer to his heart, and that he is your rock. forever and always. but that’s enough of that for now.)

time to try and sleep.

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February 21, 2012
booked my flight to Seattle today. Booya!

booked my flight to Seattle today. Booya!

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